I feel sick.

Okay, so sorry I haven't posted but we went on vacation and I've been super busy with Camp Nano and summer homework and cross country and a week from today is the first day of school.

And I've just been having some seriously bad luck lately.

Yesterday, I think I may have downloaded a computer virus.  I clicked on a website and got a big scary message that said it was from Interpol!  I tried to close out of the internet, but it wouldn't let me do anything and... I was really scared.  After freaking out and convinceing myself that it had to be a scam, I forced my computer into shutdown and restarted it, to find that the message on my browser was gone without a trace.  I looked it up in my search engine and it turns out this is a computer virus!!!!!
Great.
It doesn't help that something in the message is my newest trigger, and a few days before yesterday I got triggered really badly from a situation that it was in that I'd been hoping not to remember.  I've had three panic attacks since last night and..... I don't even know.  I typed something about it into a letter on ywp nanowrimo and there's a chance my irl best friend saw it and I love her but I don't want her to know I have problems with that sort of thing.
Also, I didn't get enough sleep last night and yesterday in cross country we ran a steep 3/4 mile hill five times.  So today during the run I was sore, tired, and then I almost had a panic attack in the middle of it.  Thankfully, that one was prevented.
Then I went to the eye doctor and got contacts!  Which is nice, because it means I no longer have to wear glasses while running.  However, it looks really different through contacts than glasses and I had a maor headache after three and a half hours, and I was hungry, and my mom had looked at my computer and said she didn't think anything needed to be done about it if there was a virus, but I am so darn nervous and my brother was going through his usual extensive list of everything he finds wrong with me...
and I ran to the bathroom and threw up.
Great.  Great just great!!!!  Wow!  Good job, Anna.   You rock.  UGH!!!!!!!! ksdahfqicwjketc  Second time in a month that I've thrown up because of anxiety problems piling up on top of each other.  I'm seriously going to lose it.

Sorry for the negative post.  But I'm really having a hard time right now.  Sometimes, the world just doesn't like me much and this is one of those times.